What do you feel at Holy Communion?

Question: Do you have particular feelings or insights when you receive Holy Communion?  Have you ever had a mystical experience at Mass or Holy Communion?

Anwer: No.

Typically, I do not recall particular unusual or ‘other wordly’ experiences at Mass or Holy Communion.  Once or twice, at least, in 1981/82 I recall a moment of what I might call lucidity or raised awareness of a higher power or love looking over a group of people. However, this was not in the context of a celebration of Mass. Rather, it was during a meeting of Christians gathered in the name of Jesus – on one occasion to sing the Divine Liturgy of Vespers or Compline and the other during a meet of people to share experiences. Frankly, I am not what one might call a particularly outward person given to strong emotional expressions or someone who has had special ‘mystical’ experiences however that might be defined.

Since embracing or re-embracing Catholicism more than one in my adult life I have adhered to a very ordinary and unremarkable practice of participation. Speaking in tongues, having visions, being slain by the Holy Spirit and bursting into tears of joy or compunction is not my way. In no way, do I disparage or dismiss those who follow a different way of expression.

Of course, there have been times of particular consolation or even excitement such as when receiving during the Covid-19 period after being ‘locked in’ for a while.

All that said, I will confide that at least one of the seven sacraments has been the occasion, at times, of strong feeling and insight into God’s mercy – the Sacrament of Reconciliation or Penance. Therein, lies a jewel in Catholic practice and life and one that I have never let go of since 1981.