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Sunday 29 March 2026
Lectio Divina:*
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‘And he went out and wept bitterly’ (Matthew 26:75))
Commentary:
To experience betrayal is a gutting experience. This is all the more when the one who betrayed us was, perhaps, the closest and most loved of persons. To experience betrayal as one who has perpetrated betrayal is also a gutting experience. This is all the more when the one who does the betraying does it to the closest and most loved of persons.
Jesus was the one person who never betrayed
anyone’s trust.
The history of church is built on betrayal
and redemption from betrayal. We might need to rid ourselves of any notions of
a pure church apart from Christ or, indeed, a pure life based on certainty of
our own merit and superiority. Put another way, church is a refuge for sinners
and persons who once betrayed our Lord and have found refuge and healing in a
shaky field hospital known as ‘church’. (In a postscript to this blog I
underline the need for discretion when dealing with betrayal).
There is a lot to chew on in this extra
long Sunday Gospel reading taken, this year, from Matthew. For me, one
episode stands out in particular in my reading of the text this year. It is the
well known story of the betrayal of Jesus by the leading apostle, Peter. Peter
was a reckless, passionate and unstable sort of person at times. He was
given into jumping into water (literally) and making rash promises (such as the
declaration by Peter, ‘even though I must die with you, I will not deny you’ in
Matthew 26:35). Poor Peter; even his soft Galilean brogue gave him away
that night when Jesus was on trial!
Here was the ideal disciple who would be
remade and redeemed by Grace and Grace alone! Not given to half measures,
he had a fatal tendency to walk himself into trouble, over-promise and
under-deliver. Worst still, at the most crucial of times when Jesus was
arrested and put on trial with an inevitable outcome Peter runs away and when
confronted denies any association with Jesus. Mind you, he was not the only
disciple who ran away when they were last with Jesus in the garden of
Gethsemane. Only the women disciples courageously stood firm and stayed with
Jesus throughout. The perils of openly confessing our Christian faith and
witness are known in some parts of the globe where a Sunday gathering can be
the occasion of a terrorist attack. If presented with such risks or even
captured and tortured to deny Christ which one among us would stand firm?
We should be gentle on Peter.
Caught like a rabbit in the glare of the
light, Peter denies, three times, the Lord Jesus. He fulfils what Jesus had
predicted the night before (Matthew
26:34):
‘Truly I tell you, this very
night, before the cock crows, you will deny me three times.’
But, just as Peter denies Jesus three times
he would go on to affirm him three times after the resurrection according to
the Gospel of John (John
21:15-17):
When they had finished breakfast, Jesus
said to Simon Peter, ‘Simon son of John, do you love me more than these?’ He
said to him, ‘Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Feed my
lambs.’ A second time he said to him, ‘Simon son of John, do you love me?’ He
said to him, ‘Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Tend my
sheep.’ He said to him the third time, ‘Simon son of John, do you love me?’
Peter felt hurt because he said to him the third time, ‘Do you love me?’ And he
said to him, ‘Lord, you know everything; you know that I love you.’ Jesus said
to him, ‘Feed my sheep.
But that is not where it ended for
Peter. Jesus goes on to declare (John
21:18-19)
Very truly, I tell you, when you were
younger, you used to fasten your own belt and to go wherever you wished. But
when you grow old, you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will
fasten a belt around you and take you where you do not wish to go.’ (He said
this to indicate the kind of death by which he would glorify God.) After this
he said to him, ‘Follow me.’
Here is the man who betrayed Jesus multiple
times. However, unlike Judas who despaired of God’s mercy, Peter turned and
continued to recklessly, but not presumptively, throw himself into the merciful
arms of God. At the charcoal fire that night in the temple court he went
out and wept bitterly. He was cut to the heart by his own betrayal. However,
betrayal did not prevent him rising above this experience of utter failure and
shame. Peter would meet the Risen Lord again on the shore of a lake and
once again beside a charcoal fire in the early morning. Peter had passed from
the night of shame, terror and despair to the morning of a new beginning and
commission that would take him, literally, to Rome.
This time Peter would find a supernatural
strength which can find fertile ground in utter failure and utter incapacity.
Grace alone wins but not without cooperation. And the weakest of men
found grace again. For his pains he would – according to tradition at least –
be crucified upside down. Whether this is literally true is open to question.
However, what is sure from various ancient sources is that Peter went to Rome
where, along with other leading disciples, met martyrdom and death probably during
the terror of Nero around the year 64. The Church we know today was built
on the rock of Peter’s faith, betrayal and redemption. It was sanctified by the
blood of martyrs. So it was then and so it is today and so it shall be before
all is brought to completion. Every step to what it is that we are, each,
called to be starts with a simple step of recognition that we are nothing
without God’s help and grace and mercy.
Postscript
It has been common place for some,
including Christian ministers, to take advantage of Christian mercy and to
continue betraying trust known or unknown. In any situation of life the ‘serial
betrayer’ especially one who abuses trust at the expense of another needs to be
mercifully cut off. In some cases – such as betrayal of child safety it
may very well be a case of ‘first strike and you are out’.
In other cases such as in a marital
situation it may be a case of a second or a third chance after betrayal comes
to light. However, each case needs to be assessed by those directly involved
guided by human compassion, common sense and prudence. Many the person or group
of persons that were taken advantage of by the wily ways of the treacherous. We
also need to be open to the possibility that we may have facilitated a
situation of betrayal through lapse of trust in some way or another.
Collect
of the Word for this Sunday (Church of Ireland)
Merciful God, your
strength and courage pour forth to sustain the witness of your faithful people;
awaken in us the humility to serve wherever creation is broken and in need, that
we may follow in the way of our brother, Jesus, die to all that separates us
from you, and with him be raised to new life.
Footnotes
*
These readings are taken from the Sunday lectionary used in most Roman Catholic
churches. The source is BibleGateway.com:
A searchable online Bible in over 150 versions and 50 languages (using
the New Revised Standard Version - anglicised catholic edition). Psalms in this
Blog are numbered according to the Hebrew (Masoretic) text with the Greek
Septuagint/Vulgate numbering in parentheses when a difference arises.

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