Saturday, 10 April 2021

Faith and doubts - a human dialogue

“…Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to believe.” (John 20:29)



Acts 4:32-35

Psalm 133

1 John 1:1-2:2

John 20:19-31

 New Revised Standard Version Bible: Anglicized Edition, copyright © 1989, 1995 National Council of the Churches of Christ in the United States of America. Used by permission. All rights reserved worldwide. http://nrsvbibles.org

(Year B: Second Sunday of Easter, 11h April 2021)

 No doubt = no faith

Without doubt there is no faith. What? Read that again. To have faith implies that I trust and entrust. That means taking a step and making something of a leap. Put another way, it means trusting without full certainty. Doubt has an inevitable place in the act of trusting. We entrust our doubts to God in the act of trusting and God in whom we trust takes care of our doubts. Sounds simple? Yes and no.  Life is always a struggle and the edges are not always so clear cut on a particular question or issue.

If what we believe in were certain, provable, ‘scientific’ in the usual sense of this term then there would be no need to trust anyone or anything. It would be a matter of a more or less certain conclusion. Or, at least, we may say that the evidence allows us to conclude so much and no further. Because we are human we live in a reality of uncertainty, questioning, evolution, struggle, victory and growth. This is what makes us human. Now, my favourite definition of faith is what Paul wrote (using, in this instance, the King James version of the Bible in English) in Hebrews 11:1:

Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

Bereavement as faith in doubt..

People passing through bereavement (it happens to all of us at some stage) feel a mixture of emotions. Sometimes, people of strong faith believe that their loved ones have left clues and signs – establishing a kind of benevolent and watchful presence as they continue to care for us.  Other times, the bereaved have such a strong hope and a strong love and a strong faith that they look forward to being reunited with their loved one after death. These emotions and insights should not be dismissed as mere psychological coping strategies or imaginings. Yes, we do need to cope and to find ways of dealing with realities. However, the seeds of faith – of trusting – are sown deep in the human soul. And we ought not to resist the natural growth of such seeding. What feeds such seeding is the rough soil of turmoil and doubt – never being entirely certain or sure of what it is that is growing in our hearts and minds. Nonetheless, look for clues, we look for certainties, we look to cling to something or someone.

Thomas – ‘the twin’ – was a very modern sort of person in our books. He was just trying to be honest with himself and others and not taking on board whatever others told him to think or believe. He looked for hard evidence. Perhaps he was misled more than once before in his life. Perhaps his companions, the disciples, were not above exaggeration. And Lazarus notwithstanding, why should he have accepted this story about Jesus being alive again? God loves us in our doubts, in our questioning, in our anguish, and in our struggles to be honest with ourselves and others.

When John tells us that Jesus appeared to the apostles, including Thomas, ‘eight days’ later he shows them his wounds. However, miraculous his movements and however glorified his body, the risen body of Christ carries wounds. We should never forget this. Our peace is in his wounds and John emphasises, both in the story of Calvary and here, the source of life and renewal in the wounded side of Christ from which ‘blood and water’ flowed. As always, John is never far from the material because his gospel is steeped in mystery or, to use a Western term, the sacraments of Christ’s presence and action. Being highly sacramental (to continue with a Western term) means recognising the ‘fleshiness’ of what it is we believe in. References to body, eating, wounds, touching, seeing and feeling are not accidental. John – like the other evangelists – has news for us. Material is good. And we attain to the spiritual through the physical because the two are closely united. They are two sides of the one coin.

An early Christian writer, Origen, writing in the second century understood resurrection as ‘a spiritual transformation without loss of individual identity’. He rejected a simplistic physical reconstitution (resuscitation) interpretation. At the same time, he rejected an interpretation that saw the material as evil and entirely separate from the resurrected body. The ideas system behind this view of material as evil was known as ‘gnosticism’ and like all heresies, (i) it had elements of useful insight and truth, and (ii) it never went away but lurks under other ideas systems in our own times.  For Origen, the resurrected body shares the same ‘form’ as the physical body. The tension between the now and the past; between the physical and the spiritual (however these terms are understood) is handled by an approach that can receive the mystery of rising as embodying different truths and not rejecting anything essential through a one-sided emphasis.

Material is good..

So, material is good.  Material and spiritual (which is not merely some non-material substance or reality) are part of an indivisible whole.  The notion of the soul being released from the earthly body which waits to be reunited with the soul on the last day is surely platonic.  The squeamishness about cremation in former times may testify to such dualist and physicalist notions.

Perhaps the metaphor we need to work with, nowadays, is one that tells a story about a seed (as outlined in the first letter to the Corinthians). The seed dies (buried in the ground) but transforms into new life. There is a continuity and what was perishable in some mysterious way ‘lives on’ except in an entirely way.  It takes imagination and a leap in faith.  The intellectual underpinning is informed by a critical examination of the evidence – or the lack of it – combined with an attitude of ‘not knowing’ leading to trust. We hear the word; we do not know how; we believe.

And as for what you sow, you do not sow the body that is to be, but a bare seed, perhaps of wheat or of some other grain. 38 But God gives it a body as he has chosen, and to each kind of seed its own body.  1 Cor 15:37-38

Our faith is 2,000 years old but our thinking doesn’t need to be….

After all disputation, after all our striving, after all our pain and suffering –

and if Christ has not been raised, then our proclamation has been in vain and your faith has been in vain
. (1 Cor 15:14)

A sobering thought indeed!

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Further reading: notes and questions, verse by verse

Preliminaries

This passage is unique to the four Gospels. It is written some 60 years after the resurrection took place. It emphasises a number of realities that impacted on the early Johannine community which was probably located in what is today modern-day Turkey.

20:19-20          Jesus Appears to the Disciples

When it was evening on that day, the first day of the week, and the doors of the house where the disciples had met were locked for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood among them and said, ‘Peace be with you.’ After he said this, he showed them his hands and his side. Then the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. 

The expression, ‘for fear of the Jews’, reflects the emerging conflict and agony of the early Christians in the Eastern Mediterranean as Christianity became a distinct religion separate from Judaism. The ‘peace be with you’ is a peace that nobody or no other thing can give.  It is the eirḗnē  (classical Greek) that means joining together of parts in a whole.  In the Hebrew it would have the meaning of blessing for the welfare of the recipient. This is exactly what Christians needed in their hour of agony as churches split and reformed and as faithful Jewish Christians were expelled from the synagogues.

We yearn for peace but we sometimes seek it in the wrong places and in the wrong ways.  God’s peace bestowed by Jesus is of a different quality to anything ‘this world’ can give.  This peace gives rise to a joy that must not be confused with any shadow or resemblance of joy that ‘this world’ might promise. In the peace of God given by the Holy Spirit in Jesus is our heavenly blessing of warmth, light, spaciousness and ease that nothing, nothing in this beautiful world of ours can compare with. Yet, we can taste of this blessing in this world especially in the immediate aftermath of trauma – such as experienced by the apostles in the days and hours leading up to and following the death of Jesus.

20:21-23          The gift of the Holy Spirit for the healing of the nations

Jesus said to them again, ‘Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you.’ When he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, ‘Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained.’

In this passage, three times, Jesus will repeat and give the blessing of peace.  To his apostles and disciples, he gives the Holy Spirit to go out in order to preach, to heal and to enable the forgiveness of sins to happen. This is no small undertaking. Without the direct action of the Holy Spirit, the work of discipleship and evangelism/evangelisation will not succeed. Openness to the Holy Spirit is essential. But, throughout everything the Peace of God must reign. It is to this Peace that we have been called and it is through this gift that others may find healing in what it is that we do and say.

In rising Jesus breathes new life into us (literally ἐμφυσάω or emphysáō in the Greek in John 20:22 according to Strong’s Concordance). The word, or breathing, is the only place in the New Testament where it is used. In the Old Testament it is used in Genesis 2:7 where God created and formed human life and breathed into it new life so that ‘man’ became a ‘living being’.

20:24-26          Thomas the doubter

But Thomas (who was called the Twin), one of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. So the other disciples told him, ‘We have seen the Lord.’ But he said to them, ‘Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands, and put my finger in the mark of the nails and my hand in his side, I will not believe.’

Thomas was a cautious type. He wanted empirical evidence. He wanted reason. The Lord gave him evidence and reason and Thomas’ faith which was always there flourished.

20:27-29          The faith of Thomas is confirmed

A week later his disciples were again in the house, and Thomas was with them. Although the doors were shut, Jesus came and stood among them and said, ‘Peace be with you.’ Then he said to Thomas, ‘Put your finger here and see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it in my side. Do not doubt but believe.’ Thomas answered him, ‘My Lord and my God!’ Jesus said to him, ‘Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to believe.’

The Risen Jesus leads Thomas kindly and gently by revealing himself as he is.  Thomas’s doubts will dissolve in the light of Christ’s healing presence, love and peace. It is more than just seeing and hearing. It is also a matter of experiencing in the depths of the soul the truth, the goodness and the beauty of the Risen Christ.

‘My Lord and my God’ on the lips of Thomas is a key moment in his life. He experiences the living Risen Christ and he accepts him into his heart and mind fully. Have we had such an encounter yet? Do we need to renew this submission in faith again or even for the first time? Where am I in my journey as a 21st century thinking and believing disciple?

We are among those blessed with not having seen Jesus but having placed our faith in him. Our secret (tell it aloud from the roof tops with our lives) is that we have found an ‘indescribable and glorious joy’. That impossible-to-describe joy is our shield and our armour on the seas of doubt as we set our compass on the safe harbour of Jesus.

Although you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and rejoice with an indescribable and glorious joy. (1 Peter 1:8)

20:30-31          The purpose of this Gospel

Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples, which are not written in this book. But these are written so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Messiah,  the Son of God, and that through believing you may have life in his name.

Writing a number of years ago, the late Brother Roger of Taizé offered us the following insight:

A luminous Gospel insight has come to light after gathering dust for a long time: “The Risen Christ is united to every human being without exception, even if they are not aware of it.”

And his community prayed thus:

O Christ, you are united to every human being without exception, even if they are unaware of it. Still more, risen from the dead, you come to heal the secret wound of the soul. And for each person, the gates of a heartfelt compassion are opened.

And the fruit of trusting is joy – overflowing joy and everlasting joy.

The disciples were overjoyed when they saw the Lord:

The disciples were overjoyed when they saw the Lord. (John 20:20)

Christ is risen and with us right now. Alleluia. Let us rejoice. Amen.


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